map my run has all kinds of fantastic things going on...one of which is a goal challenge to...you guessed it...run 100 miles in 30 days...they claim that only adds up to about 3.3 miles a day!
well...i joined it...it's the greatest thing i have done thus far to get me to run daily! now i see what the sistah has been talking about all this time...routine running...wow...who knew??
so i did a 2 miler for speed work...it was great...except that i looked reDONKulous running sprints...oh the joy of self-imposed humility!
that didn't count towards my challenge as i joined the next day in which i ran 3, and then yesterday i ran another 3 in 31 minutes...YAY for me!...and then today i did a quick 2 in the rain...had to cut my intended 4 short as thunder began booming, and though i would love to die running...i didn't feel today was quite the day...
today as i ran in the rain my heart was pounding, and i was struggling for every single breath...i began to pray...more like worship...as i thought of every amazing thing i could think to call my God...and i also realized how thankful i was to have finally found my medium of worship: i wish i could sing...aspire to play an instrument...am too adhd to really still myself during worship...
ironically...i guess keeping in line with the whole paradox that is my life...it is thru movement that i can finally still my mind enough to focus solely on His Goodness...solely, soully, what-have-you. i am blessed beyond measure...and if that wasn't enough...my dearest husband...the man i literally dreamed of...did the dishes, folded, hung, and PUT AWAY three loads of laundry...why? because he wanted...to simply bless me...and bless me he did!
sigh...my heart is full of Love today...may it overflow...spill out...and drown the souls around me yearning for such that is Love.
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You go, girly! :)
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