i want that mountain!

i will explain more of this later...when i have my Bible handy...but for now...i must simply say:

i want that mountain!!!!

sometimes in life we lose our dreams...
sometimes life gives them back...
sometimes...those very dreams...hurt...test...challenge...

i am a dreamer who stopped dreaming for a few years...as my dreams have returned...my heart aches...i want more for my children than words will ever express...

just becuase the waves are crashing, and i can feel the wind whipping my face...doesn't mean i cannot have peace through my Lord...peace is not the absence of trials...rather the realization that our God is bigger than any storm...(para phrases from my pastor paul)

i have come very close to breaking...but in Him...i am lifting my head up...and declaring...

I WANT THAT MOUNTAIN!!