sleep...i have avoided it my whole life...
it's more than an aversion...it's a fight...
is that why my whole body is crying "mutiny!"?
all i crave is sleep...actually...i still don't want to sleep...
swallowing a pill to force myself into the much needed resting place...
still i cannot get enough...i find myself dozing off while my kids are playing...unable to hold my eyes open as i am reading them a book...what's wrong with me??
i can't even bring myself to make or get a coffee...this coming from a woman who has single-handedly grabbed two half-naked children at four minutes until the coffee kiosk's closing time just to get a double shot latte...i have been trying to work up the energy since 8am...still none...sigh...
i am so tired of being tired!
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